christina \ queer \ chicago \ 20

shit shit shit shit shit stop fucking thinking about it S T O P move the fuck on already im such a fucking pathetic excuse for a person

why can’t i have just one fucking day where i don’t think about her? is that too much to ask? because i can’t start being friends with her again until it stops hurting but it still fucking hurts

"   Fall in love with the sound of her voice, because that’s the first thing you’ll lose when she’s gone.   "
(via versteur)

I’m pretty drunk. I’m in an uberX right now, I usually don’t have too great of experiences when I’m drunk but today was very nice.i met a lot of cool people; my coworker roommate was really nice and I talked wht her for a while in her room and everyone pretty much left during that… Didn’t even notice. somehow talked about her 19 year old sister that gave her baby up for adoption. really cool vibe from everyone .Very good night after feeling tense and anxious and manic all day.